Impatience is NOT a virtue.

I'm horribly impatient. So much so that I'm actually feeling strains of anxiety. I'm generally a pretty chill type of person. Sometimes I am going crazy inside, but I have mastered the calm-cool-collected exterior, so even if I'm freaking out on the inside I can usually be the voice of calm and reason in a trying situation. But not today. And I admit that its really over a stupid thing that I'm being impatient about. I have totally geeked out and purchased and Android tablet. This will be my first experience with any Android product. I'm pretty excited about it. And why am I anxious? because it was supposed to be here Saturday. Then they changed the date till today, and I have yet to see any FedEx trucks come down my road. Ever have those feelings like something is supposed to happen but you know its not going to? I feel like that about my package that is supposed to be here today. Which is why I'm feeling impatient. And why I am complaining on a blog when I should be writing my youth message. A youth message that I've been planning for weeks but have only written a couple paragraph of. A youth message which I need to teach tomorrow. I guess now would be the time to say that I've got the art of procrastination mastered as well. Seriously. I have no excuse for it. So with that much being said, I better get to work on my youth director duties. After all, I'd hate to add irresponsibility to my list of personal bad qualities.